The Wall

Ok, it's time. Time to man the fuck up, face the world, and get on with my life. Bad shit happens to everyone, not just me.

No more driving around for the sake of killing time driving. Avoiding pretty much everyone I know after 7 pm and killing AIM. Or just spending 6 hours a night playing online fucking poker. Course it could be worse. I could be playing videogames.

So if I've been hard to find or just a lil bitch ass all I can is my bad. I'm straight now. But if you find me slipping feel free to kick my ass. It might do some good.

I think I just get too self conscious with all these people enquiring about my well being despite their good intentions. Like when I was laid up in the hospital and totally dreaded any visitors and perfected the art of feigning to be asleep. Not to mention all the visitor requests I refused when i was locked up. It mut be pride. I don't want people I care about to see me at my worst.